BIO

Due to the absence of significant others and my own personal struggles, I turned to art as a means of self-discovery and self-expression. I found joy in engaging in various artistic endeavors, such as crafting, drawing, and even singing.

I am a child abuse and neglect survivor. The Russian Boarding School is where I spent a significant portion of my formative years. It all gave me some troubles throughout my life with my emotions and life choices.

Since my teenage years, I have developed a keen interest in photography. I discovered a sense of empowerment and self-assurance as I hid behind the lens of my camera, allowing me to convey my unique perspective of the world.

At a particular juncture in my journey, when I was navigating through major life changes and confronting the memories of my youth, I initiated a photography project centered around young children, including my own three little boys. The photos showcased great strength and quality, yet it presented a significant emotional test for me. That gave me a big push to rediscover my personal art vision and path in photography and to embrace it fully.

I found myself strongly inclined to explore the topic of sexuality, as its appeal and complexity fascinated me. I viewed it as a powerful force that can also be fragile and destructive.

Sometimes I find my own photos "disturbing", but they never leave me numb. I believe that I'm not just a photographer, I'm an artist. I have gained a profound understanding of my craft, a strong sense of direction in my subjects, a deep sense of fulfillment in my process, and an unwavering declaration of my personal
identity through my creative expression.

The exploration of sexuality and its complexities is a timely and important subject matter. I've always seen sexuality as a powerful force. It holds the power to either destroy or grant us a fresh start. It can be abusive. It can be loving.

We live in an age where selt-expression is encouraged yet we are still sublected to criticism. Sometimes we hide our true selves. Our own sexuality can be used as a weapon by others, but at the same time, it is an integral part of who we are. Each of us has different preferences and perceives the world through our own lens, experiencing our individual sexuality in unique ways. We need to find ways to coexist with this reality.

Through my photographs, I hope to convey a strong message of resistance to the world. I want people to stop and think, perhaps ask questions, and reflect on the answers in silence.

What do you see here? What do you feel here?
What are your thoughts? Are you judgmental?